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ZengLLQ/README.md

ZengLLQ β€” CS Student & AI/ML Explorer

Making room for curiosity, wonder, and whatever comes next.

✦ ABOUT ME

Once upon a time (well, currently), a Computer Science student set off on a quest to make sense of Artificial Intelligence and Machine Learning. But deep down, I never really stopped being a Disney kid, the kind who grew up truly believing magic was real ✨, and that belief never quite faded. I’m utterly enchanted by the beauty of far-off lands, especially Europe, Australia, and North America 🌍, exploring their wonder mostly through blogs, vlogs, and movies. And somehow, that same β€œanything’s possible” spirit always finds its way into every project I build, because it turns out even code needs a little pixie dust and imagination to truly come to life πŸͺ„

There are quieter chapters behind that love of magic. I live with major depressive disorder, and there have been times when sleep was difficult, my body felt exhausted, and the things I usually enjoyed seemed far away. I could still look like myself to other people while struggling to answer a message or follow through on a plan. Sometimes, I buried myself in work because staying busy felt easier than explaining why I was pulling away from people I cared about. I had returned to a psychiatrist for help, but finding the words to tell my friends was its own difficult step πŸŒ™

In one of those chapters, one of my close friends gave me room to speak. What began as an ordinary late-night conversation became a chance to share things I had been keeping to myself. She listened, asked questions, and offered a choice I appreciated: whether I wanted her to respond or simply hear me out. I could talk without having to turn everything into a clear explanation. And in the days that followed, she kept including me in the ordinary plans I was so often tempted to avoid 🀍

One of those moments stayed with me. I was about to cancel an outing and had started writing the message. When I opened our conversation, I remembered her encouragement. I was still overthinking; leaving the house still felt difficult. For a while, I went back and forth in my head. Then I deleted the draft and went. Later, I thanked her, a little awkwardly, because something she had said in a conversation had helped me make a decision that felt much harder than it probably looked 🌱

There is more to living with depression than I can fit into a few paragraphs, and that evening did not resolve everything I was facing. But I want this part of my story to have a place here, too: a friend who made room for what I was carrying, a message I never sent, and an evening I almost missed. Alongside my love of imagined worlds, I am grateful for moments like that in this one.


✧ A few things that keep me curious
Artificial intelligence & machine learning Β· Stories that spark imagination Β· The beauty of far-off places


✦ TECH STACKS

ZengLLQ Core Project Domains β€” Blockchain, Cybersecurity, Back-End, AI & Machine Learning

Blockchain

Solidity Rust Move Cairo Vyper Clarity Go / Golang TypeScript

Cybersecurity

Assembly C++ Rust Nim Python Go / Golang Bash Script PowerShell

Back-End

Go / Golang Elixir Ballerina Rust Python TypeScript JavaScript Java Kotlin PHP Ruby SQL GraphQL

AI & Machine Learning

Python Mojo CUDA C++ Julia R MATLAB Lisp Prolog TypeScript

Web, Mobile, & Interactive Foundations

HTML5 CSS3 TypeScript JavaScript Swift Kotlin


ZengLLQ Frameworks, SDKs & Engines β€” Fullstack & Reactive UI, Back-End & ORM, AI & Agentic, Desktop GUI & 3D Engine

Web & Fullstack

Next.js ASP.NET Core Nuxt SvelteKit Astro Remix Wasp Django Laravel Ruby on Rails

Back-End & API

FastAPI Chi (go-chi) Express.js NestJS Fastify Elysia

Front-End & Reactive UI

React Vue.js Angular SolidJS Qwik

Desktop Application & GUI

Tauri Tkinter egui

AI & Agentic

Vercel AI SDK LangChain.js Mastra

ORM / Data Access

Entity Framework Core

CSS / Styling

Tailwind CSS

3D & Real-Time Interactive Engine

Unreal Engine


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✦ ACTIVITY

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A curious mind. A little pixie dust. A story still unfolding. ✧

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  1. PREJOY.01 PREJOY.01 Public

    moment that i got a pure joy again, evn it didn't last long, but i swear, it truly pure

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  2. PREJOY.02 PREJOY.02 Public

    another dream that i couldn't know how can this be happening, even twice. like she's just my vent friend, helps me when i have a terrible day. GOD please give UR guidance

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  3. michelle-farewell michelle-farewell Public

    Interactive digital farewell letter experience featuring 3D ambient space, smooth scroll interactions, and glassmorphism (React, Three.js, FastAPI)

    JavaScript 1

  4. michelle-birthday michelle-birthday Public

    Lavender 3D birthday landing page for Michelle Adeline Wijaya

    JavaScript 1

  5. whiz-reveal whiz-reveal Public

    Native Windows raffle controller and audience display built with Tauri, Rust, React, and TypeScript.

    TypeScript

  6. honora honora Public

    Private tutor bank transfer ledger and receipt archive with automatic image compression (Rust, Tauri 2, React, TypeScript, Vite, SQLite, IndexedDB)

    TypeScript